Life and not managing my priorities well has kept me away from blogging and writing on a consistent basis.
This quarter’s goal will be to consistently write.
I’ve complete my empowerment and mindset course with the Freedom Mentor. Just last week I started to feel like I haven’t made any progress. Not because I haven’t been reaching my weekly goals but because the biggest and most important goal is to no longer have superficial relationships with my children I haven’t achieved.
Last week my eyes finally opened to how my children make feel like I’m back in the manipulative and controlling relationship. When I realized this is when I started to question my healing and progress.
What do I choose to do fight or revert to where I was? I’m not choosing to move backward. Last week I think is one of the hardest moments for me to swallow. Till now physically fighting was not something I did for years. The toll it took on my body left me in tears. My heart broke knowing that this is something I’m failing on.
I don’t give up. I don’t allow challenges to chase me away. I sit on it for a while and then with the help of my partner, family and friends I start to figure put what I need to do.
What is the one thing that makes you question your healing and growth?